September 2009
applying
gettin my job hunt on broham! gonna sell cupcakes to muthafuckas!
I PULL HARD BITCH!
finally here
IVE FINALLY MADE IT
i now live in the glorious city known as Chicago. its fucking amazing. its like starting a new life. everything behind me. problems, sorrow, worry, her…all of it. this city makes me smile deep in my heart. something i couldnt do in my last location. it was never the people…just that place was killing me slowly. i admit i miss my friends. alot. but i’ll always...
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Watchlove it
I'm drunkenly sad
And I love her. If ever there was anyone or anything that could keep my feet firmly planted in San Antonio, it was her. And she won’t be that anchor. So I’m drifting off to sea…
fantasy truths
in a sweeter world i’d be on the beach bathing in the moon light. with her by my side. sadly i live in this bitter world. where i’m in a city i hate and she’s at the side of someone she hates but for some reason stays with. She tells me how she dosent like him. How he’s an asshole. a dick. a bad person. everything. She tells me how much i mean to her. how she wants to see...
“Ford: Life,” he said, “is like a grapefruit.
Creature: Er, how so?...”
– THGTTG. i need to stop reading
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sing this with me at the ball
“I don’t want to go to heaven with a headache! I’d be all cross and...”
– Arthur Dent, The Hitchiker’s Guide to The Galaxy
steppin in my fresh Tee
fahreal fahreal. One day left of work. I’m pretty fuckin stoked. My move to Chicago is coming closer and closer and I’m gonna poop. I’m too fuckin excited. Dad flies in Tuesday (9/08/09). Gonna scoop that fool, spend some time with his grandkids, then we up out this piece. Its gonna be a journey of epic proportions. Armed with only our minds, a Uhaul, a full tank of gas, all my...
Never ceases to amaze me
I never fail to be unfazed by how bad shit will screw me. I should have known this would happen too. I skip out on a weekend in New York to see Cheese, and of course the gods have it out against me. Now I don’t get to see Cheese and I don’t get to go to New York. I probably won’t even do anything with my weekend. I’ll sit at home and hate my life. Cursing everything and...
“All the effort in the world won’t matter if you’re not inspired.”
– Diary, Chuck Palahnuik
honestly i just want out
San Antonio, Texas. I don’t get how one city can hold my heart and make me want to shoot myself in the face at the exact same time. It has such great things about the city but then everything’s horrible. I don’t get it. Its as though the city is bi-polar. Even the people. Sometimes people are great, other times they’re complete assholes. BLOWS MY FUCKING MIND
